wOOt

2005-01-18T02:51:00.000-08:00

have you ever felt like breaking down
do u ever feel out of place
liek somehow you just dont belong
and no one understand you

thats how i feel like my world has been turned upsied down and no one cares cause its true no one does care and i guess yeah in this world i am in fact all alone and i guess i always will be i feel that my freind left me and hasnt smsd me at all but i guess that other popele are more iportant and that im less neeeded but yeah i guess thats a fact of life

i feel that i am alwasy the laast person to find out about stuff and i guess i will shut up now no one needs to hear about my life

wOot

2005-01-13T06:35:00.000-08:00

yeah hehehehehehe i still cant slep i haev tooo many things t thingk abotu that are reacing through ym mind and its scaring the crap out of em really it is

i need a TER of 97 to get into the course that i want for uni and i dont honeslty think that i cant get that but i am goignt o try and do my best to try and do that but yeah scared shitless of year 12 i dotn knwo anyoen in my classes cept for this jerk but i refuse to socailise with him :p bvut yeah eheheheheheheheheheh anwaysy

Ahhhhhh cinfuzzzled

2004-12-16T06:18:00.000-08:00

hmm again my brain is ocnfusd and yet i dont knwo what to think again confused by what is going on in my life why do blokes have to be sooo confusing and why do i like one that lives pactically like it feel sin another continent likfe just ins tfair but hmmm i have to stop thinking berofe my brain implodes i think might have to write a song wOot anwyys

but yeah other than that life ios good YAYA my boirthdya os sppn yeha the BIG 17 not that big of a deal but hmmmmm shpuld be good anwysy i ll talk later as i am brain fried

ummmm what the barry

2004-12-15T05:20:00.000-08:00

why does life have to be som complicated i hate it soooo much at the moment... just little things are giving me the shits and everything JUST SUCKS.... why me i say its sooo hard exspecailly at this age and my mind is complicated i dont knwo what to think

there is this guy that i really like but i cant have him cause yeah he lives some where else and it just totally sucks balls and yeah im hoping that he doesnt meet anyone else before he comes down here but i know that is impossible casue i recon that heaps of chicks like him if ya know what i mean and i wish that i was the lucky one but hmmmmmm it sucks again

but yeah thats my life OMg i went christmas shopping today and i spent 250 dollars ahhhhhh but yeah it was worth it and i am kind of dreading my birthday this year as i knwo that people are going to forget and i know that my mum is going to forget and i dont know about the rest but im pretty sure that monnie will member :D:D:D:D:D: anwaysy im out

hmmmm first post

2004-12-14T05:08:00.000-08:00

CAN i jsut say that life sucks to the full even though tomrow i am goign shopping wOOt ness to the max but hmmt oday was tiring i had to work and it was really busy and they told me that i am working christmas eve and im LIKE NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO i cant wiat i just dont want to but yeah i neeed the money